The only thing I had left of you are these pictures. I hope you don't mind me sharing it because it's worth to look at it over and over, and over again. I knew how much you loved me. I love you too but I was too lost back then. Like what Jason said, it is not until when we finally lost something then only we realized what we had lost is of so much importance to us. Perhaps he was right. I am the living example.
I could never erase that very night. You came by and you left, so abruptly. Perhaps it was 6 in the morning, I couldn't sharpen my mind to set things right. I was *impotent. You should have understood when you lie next to me, when you were so close to me listening to my heartbeats. But... my lips were heavy. I was a fool. A fool I was to let you go.
I wanted to tell you..
I missed you...
and I really regret all the things I was supposed to do but I didn't do.
but you should have came earlier, not 6 in the morning.
I hope you are happier now. Please don't forget me. and,
DON'T JUMP IN from my windows again,
^YOU bad cat!! You brought me bad luck! Because of you coming late at night into my room I had one day of bad luck. If it wasn't you who slept beside me 6 o'clock in the morning, I would have a better test result. You suck, black cat!
You could have gone to Mr. Popular, Kerbie Nelson Abdullah Tan Wei Zhu's bed instead of mine. Maybe I shouldn't blame you because after all, you were just seeking for more heat to survive the cold night. You were so naughty you slept just next to my butt. You were lucky you weren't crushed to pieces by my butt or die suffocating from my natural gases, you know they can get a little too overwhelmed when it's trapped in my blanket. But somehow you left me terrified. I never knew I could be so hairy. But it was you all this while...